Access

"Thanks for everything you’ve done for me I appreciate it."

"The Doctors/Nurses were wonderful to me. I liked the boiled fish, apple juice milk and raisin cookies with my stay in the hospital. I don’t think about my heart that much anymore and don’t think about SI’s maybe sometimes I think that way but it’s not manifesting as I was before. But yeah man. I sure do miss the peace and quiet. Oh by the way I was fake sleeping the whole time I was there I was wide awake was just moving my body to make it look like I was sleeping. It least I sleep now for once since 2018. Thanks for not giving me awful pills. Oh by the way I am not a violent person I hate no one and I respect people’s culture and race. Would I return maybe only time will tell. Security are very nice peoples and are very kind. Going or thinking about access and taking meds keeps me from doing something to myself. It is kinda embarrassing going to the er to many times we all need a break from each other. I do outpatient appointment stuff at the moment."

"I was there for four days and I've never been the same. I talk to myself now. I want to get help because I want to kill myself but the thought of going through Access keeps me from selling it."

"Don't even bother contacting these people unless your wrists are bleeding or you've already swallowed a bottle of pills, because unless you've actually attempted suicide, they won't even bother with you, no matter what you tell them. They don't care about people in crisis, and they won't help. At best they'll simply disregard your issues and send you on your way. At worst they'll mock and laugh at you."